Worked tonight at Blarney solo. Ugh and it was stupid busy. Felt really lonely there without Opi.

Well Tara's boyfriend finally went over the edge. I came home after work and she was crying again. All she wanted was her phone, and he wouldn't give it to her. There's more to it than that but that was one of the factors. Then he comes barging into my room when I was on the phone with Shaw, probably thinking I was calling the police. After this little stunt, I've lost all respect, and I mean ALL respect for him. It's a good thing I'm moving out. I really can't handle this and no one deserves what he's putting her through.

Ok I believe I finally got rid of the sasser worm that's been plaguing my computer for some time now. What a pain in the ass. Ugh, need to start packing and stuff tomorrow for the move. Well the only good thing is most of my stuff is STILL in boxes from before. Just my bed, computer desk, dresser, and a few other odds and ends to move.

Ok so I haven't mentioned this before in a blog. I still don't understand why I have to move. I believe it's got something to do with them wanting to live alone, but I get the sense that there is a deeper motive behind their actions. All I know is that Tara's not the same girl from a year ago. Something has changed. But it's none of my concern anymore.

Question : Is it wrong of someone to feel ill-will towards those that show ill-will towards them? Or better yet should I show compassion to those who screw me over? Or just let them fade into the fabric of time and let them be nothing but a faded memory in my mind?

So two other guest djs working tonight at Blarney Stone, DJ Murge and DJ Sydcee, for our "Blarney" Gras, Last Class Bash. I'm still quite bitter over it but meh whatever. What can I do about it? Chris won't give me the chance to play something like that anyways. And he must be paying them $100 each to dj. :)

So I spent nearly 3 hours last night trying to put on a legitimate Anti-Virus program. Kept having problems saying that I had another one already still on, when I did in fact delete it. Some stuff gets left behind in the registry and the likes. Anyways finally got Kaspersky installed and decided to do a virus scan. Mostly was to figure out why the crap my computer was having a lot of difficulty starting up and loading Windows. I took it to a computer place to test the power supply, cause I thought that may be the culprit. The Tech guy said I possibly had a virus, since the power supply checked out to be fine. So I did the scan and found out I have viruses, trojans, and other malicious (love that word) stuff on my computer. So I ran a full clean up of them and it seems to be running a lot smoother. Not sure about the loading of Windows still as THAT may be a hardware issue which I'm hoping it isn't. But am REALLY loving Kaspersky.

Yesterday was crazy busy at Studio. But no problems from what I saw or heard. School is winding down as there's only a few days left for exams then the students are gone. Wait and see how the bars are then.

Added post. Well my boys are out. Lost on Wednesday to the Bruins. Plus the fact I promised to cut my hair when my team was out of the playoffs. We'll see what the off season holds for them. As always though, Go Habs Go !! I'm forever proud....

Well Chris finally had his chat with me and Opi. It was after we rocked the house, after the Flames game, and everyone was in a great mood. But the team of me and Opi working together at Blarney is no more. Chris said that paying us $100 each, or $200 total is too much and needs to cut one of us. So Opi agreed to give me the nights there. He's had about enough of Chris and all his antics. So I will be flying solo most Wednesdays and Sundays, with Chris bringing in out of town djs to fill in here and there, namely his buddies from Calgary that will work for $100/night. I smell something foul, but whatever. I mean they're trying to save $100?? That's the equivalent of about 20 drinks. It's too bad really and quite sad and pathetic at the same time.

Also on the sad note, we got a ton of snow dumped on us here. It's the 23rd of April officially and we get snow and minus temperatures? Wow are the seasons really wonky.

Well another season comes to a close for my Habs. Valiant effort boys. But too many key injuries going into the playoffs, and all the turmoil with the team during the season, and the fact Boston sold their souls to the devil, and are playing amazingly good, did Montreal in.

So I played in goal again in floor hockey. However it had a twist, I caught with my Right hand instead of my left. There wasn't the correct set of blocker and glove in the goalie bag. Well, Very interesting to say the least. Won my last game though. But hopefully next time, there will be correct equipment.

Yesterday was a very long day !! Woke up at noon, and started assembling my receipts to file my taxes. This was the first year that I claimed stuff in relation to my dj business. Well at the end of it all, I'm getting back about $50. o_O This is the first time I believe, EVER, that I'm getting money back ! So happy.....

Djed a wedding at the German Canadian club last night. There was about 78 people or so but still everyone had a great time. Even got a tip too :)

Met up with Opi at Studio afterwards then had coffee. Weekends like this kill me. But my taxes are done, I have no weddings for a few weeks, and can just chill for the next little while. Chris from Blarney wants to have a chat with me and Opi before our shift tonight. Last time that happened, I was fired from Studio and also from Parkside. Here's hoping he's gonna apologize for saying we sabotaged the system, which we didn't, for DJ Knowledge and wants to discuss some promotional ideas. I don't wanna work against him but rather with him to make him AND myself more money in the future. We'll see....

First off, I just gotta say, JUSTICE !!! I posted earlier about those big ass trucks that the girls drive thinking they own the road. Well, the other day I was heading somewhere and saw one of them pulled over and sure enough it was a chick driver ! I have nothing against woman drivers but it was definitely nice to see.

Wednesday was busy but faded quickly and no problems. Tonight should be busy I figure after the Flames game. (Yuck!) And my boys lost their opener to Boston 4-2. Good game in general but Montreal fell just short. Hopefully they can rebound and win game 2.

Worked Friday and Saturday at Scores. Not bad either night and had a fight on Saturday there. I'm quite surprised we don't get more after Rumble in the Ring, and UFC nights. Everybody trying to emulate a fighter and pretend to show how tough they are. Useless.....

Went to mom's for dinner today. Absolutely fantastic as usual. Kind of sad without dad there though.

And I'm still fuming mad about not working tonight at Blarney. They bring in DJ fuc-ing Knowledge, who's a hack, to work a long weekend when me and Opi can rock the house, which we have MANY times before, every time. Grrr.... Well, we're supposed to go down and have a sociable beverage, then leave when hack-boy starts. I bet Opi will get tons of calls about technical stuff. LOL.

Wednesday at Blarney was stupid. Sure it was busy and all that but so many fights. Bah. Our doormen are useless. Why can't they be like the old days ? These ones, just want to see patrons fight.

Thursday was the day before Good Friday. Night at Studio started off slow but got to a feverish pitch and the dance floor was rocking all night. We gave away a ton of Kokanee shwag as it was our official opening of the Kokanee Glacier Room. A few minor problems but overall it was a good night.

Dream sequence : Well again I don't remember most of it but what I do, is it was somewhat of an archeological digging, but more along the lines of discovering some hidden tunnels and such. Ended up uncovering stuff from a long time ago, more from the pioneer days. Nothing too old. But some very interesting things, like photographs and old relics. Setting was in an old house type of structure. Nothing else really stuck out.

Do these dreams have a parallel to my real life situation? Most of my dreams are something out of a tv show or movie. I really gotta analyze them sometime. :)

Ever have one of them days where you're just , blah? I seem to be stuck in this funk. I have to change my scene, scenario, SOMETHING! I love my job(s) but something is missing. I still hear Ryan say to me, "If that time comes where you aren't having fun anymore, then get out." Is that time now? Wait and see. But I'm not gonna wait that long...

Ok I don't mean to complain here, but why do people drive those big ass 4x4s and don't know HOW to drive them properly? Instead they drive them like maniacs like they own the road. Grrr....

On a lighter side, the temperature reached about 18 C today and is supposed to be like that tomorrow. Maybe finally, winter will go away. :)

Sunday was a VERY long day. Woke up at 11 AM to go to our pool league finals. And man did we stink. 1st match we got obliterated and lost, before handicap, by 47 points. Ouch ! But the 2nd match we only lost 4 games and won 3rd place in our division. Our team received $297 for the regular season and $75 for the third place finish. Not too bad. We drank and ate all day and felt a bit ill after it all. Our tab was $275.00 . o_O Oh well, so much for going home with some extra money. But it was fun overall.

Going to bed now, because I'm very tired. :)

Had a wedding on Saturday night this week. Cody's 2nd one and Kirsty Golding. The decor looked great in the ballroom at the Lodge. Wasn't too busy for it though only about 45 people or so. The food was great though as it is every time I've done a show there. I played until 1 AM then packed up my stuff. DJ Kaspar (Brad Larsen) came along and had a few drinks, helped with loading and unloading of equipment, and covered for me a few times. We ended going to Studio afterwards and low and behold, there was people there. I guess even on Friday it was busy. Maybe after this week it will have turned around and people will start coming back. At the end of the night , I almost got into a fight with a young punk kid. I was talking to Charmaine up in the upper section and he said, "you better be nice to her...." Well somehow that made me snap. Then after me talking to him, he said a few more things as I walked away. I approached him again and was ready to toss him around like a rag doll. No respect with these little punks. Anyways I left because I didn't need to get involved into conflict, especially at my place of work. Came home and cooled off. If I see the kid again, I will apologize to him and be the better man, but if he says anything, I'll have him barred.

We got pool league's final tournament on Suday. Here's hoping we play well, and win some more money. I guess the Tuesday league you get paid for wins throughout the season and can win more money in the playoffs. Giddy up !!

So at ball hockey today I was a GOD !! I was tipping everything in sight and scored some beauties. Work at Blarney was chaotically busy. First off it was typical Wednesday, but the Trailer Park Boys were at the Enmax Center and then came to Blarney after so we got a nice surge after their show. Me and Opi were in such a zone and the crowd ate up every last bit of it. I'm really tired now.